Our past molded and built the person we are today. Without yesterday, we would have never evolved or grown into who we are today. With that said, sometimes, when I think about specific points in my life, I try my hardest to disassociate and forget more embarrassing times. As a result, I will dwell on poor behavior and decisions much longer than I should. But, sometimes, these past moments can't be avoided.
Recently one of my close friends in high school sent me a friend request on Facebook. I already have other high school friends there, but my current friends are more acquaintances. This friend was part of my inner circle. We always got along well, in there was never a rift. However, time and career movement separated us over the years.I was immediately excited to hear from this person, but after accepting started thinking about my high school days. I was loud and obnoxious, and my home life was questionable. My desire to fit in made me act out more than try to blend in. I realized I had not tried to remain in contact with those friends because I did not want to reminisce on those days. If we could stick to a path of moving forward without looking back, I would feel better about rekindling this friendship.
We have been talking for a few weeks, and it's going well. Unfortunately, we talk more about our high school days than I'm comfortable with, even though sometimes I initiate this subject. I wish I could look fondly at most of my upbringing. However, they are very few moments I cherish.
I know I must find a way to make peace with my past. I am a better person now with a stable home and work life. But ultimately, I must own up to history visiting me if I choose to remain on social media. And with that, I will close out because social media is another ball of wax to be discussed on another day.

